Start Talking

by Jesse Morency

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Some songs I recorded in my spare time. I put a lot of effort into this and I hope you all can tell. These mean a lot to me. I hope you enjoy my attempt at music. I'm not really good at recording, hence the little blips and choppy bits in songs, but it's not that bad, at least I don't think it is.

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released January 22, 2014

Jesse Morency wrote and recorded all songs on this album

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Jesse Morency Portsmouth, New Hampshire

Solo project from a College Sophomore at Drexel University. Just trying to put out music that really matters to me. I'm just here to say, or sing what I'm feeling. I couldn't care less if nobody hears my thoughts of music, I just want to at least say I've got some music out there. ... more

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Track Name: Incapable
What is that feeling
The one that makes me feel above
Where has it gone to
I think that it has been shoved

At first was it real
I'd like to thin it was
But as of lately
My thoughts have lessened to fuzz

Is this now over
It most certainly is done
Is it just you two
It sure as hell ain't one

And as for feeling
What was it that soured like a dove
was it true friendship
Or had it been true

As for now, I'm not feeling it
As for now all I ca do is sit
No desire for more words
No desire to give the bird

In time it will return
After what's of the the burn
Even though at first it was escapable
At this moment I'm incapable
Track Name: Mental
Unknowing and Unwilling to know
Undeserving to be treated so
Unfeeling and what is left must go
Unchanging as I mentally grow

Unhappy and unhappily slow
Understanding yet I don't want it to show
Undeserving and that's something I know
Undeserving and is is not that low

What if they see me
See that it's therapy
What if they leave me
This they must never see

Unaccepted and utterly lost
Unseen and left deep in the frost
Unshieved and ready to exhaust
undesired yet still following moss

Untaken and just ready to toss
Unshaken yet I'm still at a loss
Unproven to the self employed boss
Unlucky and all out of the gauze

Questioned and questioning
Is this really something
This is mentally exhausting
Now all I can do is sing

(sing, Sing, Sing)

(Unknown and no will know
Unloved, But I'll never let that show
never, let, that, show)
Track Name: I'm Okay, How Are You?
Im okay
For now
Still the same
No more frown

Saved by you
Brought me to life
Made me feel like new
I put down the knife

Dont worry for me
Ill never be that way
Because you helped me see
That the world is so great

Im not perfect
I know that
But is it worth it
To be sad?

So im happy
And always will be
I know its sappy
But its what i need

No longer am i alone
I have you by my side
The only distance is by phone
And ill no longer hide

And im thankful for everything
Youve given me
Ill never forget all that you have done
So if you please stay with me just to see
If im doing fine and having fun

Enough about me, how are you?
Track Name: I'll Never Know
Lost
Deep within my mind
And I cannot seem to find
What makes me think

What's wrong
Wrong with having fun
With the bottoms facing up
I guess I'll never know

But simultaneously
I actually can't see
why the sheep follow the heard

And why are they falling down
and looking like a clown
it makes no sense to me

The lopsided world, masked with pain and humiliation
But the acquaintances
No need for a brain
or dictation

I'll never know
I'll never know
I'll never know

Why
use Mary Jane's love
To try to get above
And try to escape life

There's no use of her for me
Because I don't need to see
Myself hovering overhead

But I don't really care
And don't think it'd be fair
If I altered your perception

So don't listen to me
Please try to feel free
And don't care what I say

Mary Jane wanted to see me
But I'd rather not

Bob said I'd be free
But his liver is shot

I'll never know
I'll never know
I'll never know
Track Name: Me & You
I don't know what to say
But I'll try anyway
I'll take my head out of the sand

But I'd love if you'd be
Right there next to me
Holding on to my hand

I hope that you understand
What I mean when I say
I'd be lost without you
So please give me your hand
And please take this bouquet
Because what I say is true

This must seem way too soon
(this must seem way too soon)
And I'm such a bafoon
But please hear me out

I want to be with you
(I want to be with you)
So please don't bid me adieu
Even though I'm such a lout

I hope that you understand
What I mean when I say
I'd be lost without you
So please give me your hand
And please take this bouquet
Because what I say is true

I don't know what to do
To stay here with with you
You are so smart and Nice and Cool
Without you I'm such a fool
Track Name: His Story
Lost his mind
Lost in time
Never done a thing close to crime

How could he
Try and be
Anyone other than what is free

Rapunzel's locks
Are too damn short
Those Hanging Clocks
Don't give support

Sullen Boy
Not to annoy
Those willing to destroy

Lost at mind
Ready to find
The words that left him undefined

Rapunzel's locks
Are too damn short
Those Hanging Clocks
Don't give support

What lies in front
Cannot be seen
Obligated to hunt
For his beauty queen

Lost at heart
At the Start
The Glue that once was has torn apart

What was to come
Would be the sum
Of the Story That He has Become

Rapunzel's locks
Are too damn short
Those Hanging Clocks
Don't give support

No,
No.
Track Name: Awkward
Silent
No words to say

Silent
I wont talk anyway

Silent
Why should i talk

Silent
Ill just take a walk

Whats there to speak about
When no one cares at all
Ill never talk or shout
My voice is at a crawl

Quiet
Whats there to speak

Quiet
My words are dull and bleak

Quiet
No one wants to hear them

Quiet
No one is my friend

I just sit back and listen
And compose my thoughts
A conscious decision
My tongue is tied in knots

Angst
Should i talk today?

Angst
What the hell should i say?

Angst
I really want to converse

Angst
Before i end up in a hearse

Altered by my desire
I wish to speak sometime
My voice is on the wire
I feel like its a crime

Defeat
No i wont do it

Defeat
I wont say a word

Defeat
I dont know what came over me

Defeat
Now hopefully they leave me be

I cant help myself
It wasnt meant to happen
Ill put my voice back on the shelf
And leave my opinion trapped in
Track Name: With You
This may be strange
But I think I'm in love
with you

This may be strange
But I know I'm in love
with you

I know it's so soon
But I think I'm in love
With you

I know it's so soon
But I'm sure I'm in love
With you

I'm so glad you came
And I hope you feel the same

And I know I must Seem
Like some crazy fool
With you

And I know that I am
Just a crazy fool
With you

But I hope that one day
I'll be able to say
"I'm with you"

For my one true love
I hope I can say
"I'm with you"

I'm so glad you came
And I hope you feel the same

What would you say?
If I ask you to stay?

Ooooooooooo's and Ahhhhhhh's (stupid stuff)

I could not wait
much longer to be
with you

And I could not last
much longer
without you

And I know I must be
so crazy
With you

But that is
Because
I love you.
Track Name: Mama, Papa, & the Cub
New eyes open for the first time
A fresh look cast into his vision
Mama and papa bear needed to climb
And that was their final decision

The forest was dense with the mist
The evils had over taken the sky
The cub and mama made it through the twist
Every night they hold each other and mama cried

Papa was lost within the forest
The hazards facing him at every corner
The flashing lights and screaming birds
The temptation arrived
To be alive

The young cub knew not of papa
For he was merely a new born
So as the loss of papa was hard for mama
For the cub there was no thorn

Deep inside lingered an emptiness
That the cub could not describe
And though mama felt a strong bitterness
She rewrote papa for the cubs eyes

Papa was lost within the forest
The hazards facing him at every corner
The flashing lights and screaming birds
The temptation arrived
To be alive

The cub looked across the water
And witnessed something he hadn't before
A cub, a mama, and a papa
He ran through the forest floor

Leaves crushing underneath
As the birds talked amongst themselves
The beavers were sharpening their teeth
The trees acted like an empty shelf

The sky, first blue now black and sad
Began to cry for the cub
For even it knew of his dad
And what he had become

And as he reached his mama
And as he asked who he came from
Hit with her past trauma
Her large and caring heart beat like a drum

Papa was lost within the forest
The hazards facing him at every corner
The flashing lights and screaming birds
The temptation arrived
To be alive

Papa was lost within the forest
The hazards facing him at every corner
The flashing lights and screaming birds
The temptation arrived
To be alive

The cub closed his eyes
And dreamed of who his papa was
It's hard to grow up
With only half of the love
To grow into a fierce bear
From a half loved cub
Track Name: Start Talking
Hatched, a bird from the nest
The intake of the first breath
Silent mind, silent beak
No need to think, no need to speak

Reflections of her mind
We're entirely left behind
With her lack of words
She didn't fit in with the birds

The few friends she had
Said to her one day
That it's very sad
Not to hear her say
Anything at all
While the rest are squawking
Let her voice be tall
And start talking

Start Talking
Start Talking